eternalsailorchaos

Okay, so, yeah, um, here comes the sob story about my life, but times have been a bit difficult for me in this past year or so, and mainly in recent times my sister and I have gotten to a level of financial tightness we're relying heavily and almost exclusively on the university's two free meals (and bread we technically steal from the university restaurant to eat as breakfast and late night meals), rice and stuff our house mate gets for free from his mother, and sporadic donations to make it through the month, and, even then, the smallest of medical or house issues are enough to get us into debt (although we're still going further under even when nothing's happening). Also, long story short, despite putting all my effort last month into seeking jobs last month, I after all couldn't get a job because of university classes being inconveniently spread out throughout the day, and I could not get transferred to night classes. So basically, money's tight, we can't tighten the budget

Heya guys, so here's the deal, I need to get through this year, and perhaps more, and I'm already dealing with enough IRL that I legit have barely any time for drawing or writing, nor motivation. I need to find a job soon enough, and I need to finish my university in an at least decent way so I can have some chances of getting in a graduate program, and overall, I need to focus on things that will produce me actual factual benefit. I have never gained a single cent from my art or writing, and that's okay by me, because also that's what happens when you can't handle long term projects nor do you enjoy drawing that is not something you want to do, but that also means that this is not a thing I can sustain when I need to focus on for example maintaining a roof above my head and getting food. Also, it's not like I'm seeking a career in being an artist or writer, meanwhile I'm trying to get to become an astronomer, a dream I've had since I was 13, but that is not easy to achieve, mainly